Its that time of the month again for me where I end up thinking about everything I have been putting into the back of my head, trying to forget about them. Well they decided to come out and play as they normally do. This tends to happen every month or so im starting to wonder if I have issues or something. Maybe I should see a shrink. Could be fun. I could lay on a couch for 60mins whilst I tell them my deepest secrets ands feelings and what not and then they can tell me where im going wrong in life and what the fudge is wrong with me. I always wanted to find out what they would make out of me. Would be fun. Unless they think im totally a head case and ig et locked up in a white padded room then that would really not be fun. White is just not my colour. Flushes me out.
Well again iv been wondering where am I going in life, my motto is to just take it as it comes but iv begun to get worried. Like I don’t know where I will be in 5 years time and I should have some vague out line of what I want to be doing but I just don’t.
Theres that and plus I just feel well I think im feeling the big picture here that you know im moving im leaving my friends to go to Uni and that’s a big thing for me I mean my friends I feel are more like family then the ones I got now. For a number of reasons. Imma not good at meeting new people I tend to clog up and freeze.
Plus I was never even worried about money I was always let future Luke deal with it. Well now he is. Gutted much?
Theres lots of other stuff in my head too. Im again getting bummed about my nanan which of late seems to be happening a real lot. I don’t understand why though I mean it happened 3 years ago and I just cant move on. Not good.
Plus I have depressing music on so that really aint helping. Bummer much.
2 comments:
Hey Luke!
Yeah, I don't usually read blogs or anything, but I came across the link to yours at slayalive and decided to check it out. I love the fray icons by the way.
Okay, so I got alot to say. You don't have to read it all, but maybe you will, so I'm just gonna write it out anyways. I get this way too you know, where things are alright for a while but then once a month or so everything just makes you really think and then you think somethings wrong. So your not a head case, and you definately don't need a shrink. And so what if you don't have a plan? You don't need one, and won't until like... a year or so before you graduate. That's what universities are for, to figure out the plan. And money, well money sucks if you need to worry about it. There's not much I can tell you there. This isn't much help is it? Oh, and I suck at meeting new people. See you and me? we're in the same boat. If you ever wanna talk, you know where to find me.
The best I could say right now is that you're allowed to worry, and that nothings wrong with you, because thistype of stuff does happen (okay i'm not a great example 'cause i do have issues, but they don't have to deal with any of this). Basically I'm just saying, i'm here if you wanna talk, or if you don't that's okay too...
Wow, okay I'm rambling. Comments shouldn't be this long, right? Anyways, I'm gonna say by now.
Alright. Bye.
Mich.
I think thats the longest reply iv gotten before heh didnt even think people read my blog:P
And thanks will do! :)
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