hm.

Went out Saturday for Gemma b-day also it being her last night back home before heading back off to Uni. Lucky for some....

So it was fun at a point. My Aunties and cousins all came. Glad my mum didnt though because i dont like drinking in front of her.

I was talking to Laura one of my cousin's and she asked me if i liked girls. and i was all no. But i couldn't look at her and i dont know why. Then my uncel came and was like you should just tell your mum, she will be fine with it. Which i know. But i just cant, open up. And he was all i know and she knows that you can open up. And its up seting her. I dont talk to my parents about what im feeling, go through doing etc. I knew it would probs grate on them a bit but i couldn't handle my uncle telling me. I felt like breaking but i just up and left them and went back inside. i

just cant open up. Cant let people in.

Anyhow so i ended up doing like 8 shots of some drink thing and i wasn't even really drunk i was dancing around like i normally do with Jenni and Loz because they dance mad with me but my family though i was mega drunk. So they took me home. Even though i wanted to stop and i was telling them i was alright but they didn't believe me. I mean i know when iv had too much and i was find i was just dancing and having fun. SO i ended up goin home early. Didnt like that. They never seen me drunk or anything so how could they know if i was mega drunk. :\

Oh iv begun reading Death of a Superhero which is just omg better then i though it would be. Ill post more about it when iv done reading it.