I dont know you!

Life is really confusing and hard. One moment you know what you want to be and where you want your life to be then the next it all goes tits up and you end up wanting to be something else. I though that ended when you where a kid and you wanted to be just like Superman or a Fire man or something but it doesn’t. Which makes life harder. Im starting to really think about my life and where its going. I think im in the wrong line or work at college doing Fashion (after being dead set on it) I think i need a change a new road to walk down.
Plus i think im changing like life wise. Alot is changing im changing and im not too much liking the process i just want to be done with now but its taking its time.

I hope im not changing too much hat people start to be all hating on me and such because i really dont want that. I mean ic started going out and such and changing my clothing style. Some one texted me saying that she (not saying her name) thinks im changing drastically like the people who im hanging around with, my clothing style and my whole life she said that shes worried about me and thinks that i may be changing for the worst. Which omg i totally don’t want that. I mean im still Luke the Buffy loving funny guy arnt i?

Oh am i really changing for the worst and and my friends are going to turn on me and i really turning bad like a old apple left outside in the air for a few hours? I know there’s changes going on I mean I am growing and such and there’s lots going on in my head but its that the whole point of growing up?

I can see a change in me but nothing that i though would be said to be drastic...... or am i wrong.