Friday, September 07, 2007

Life sucks again!!


So now I feel really really depressed. Today started on a high, seeing my friends again and such. But not I feel all depressed and grr argg. Well part of it is the fact I had to pay for a stupid film that I KNEW I wouldn’t like because hello since when do I be all serious and drama im all about horror and comedy’s.
I needed to go to Medowhall so I left my friends buy my ticket before I got there. And they got the tickets to see that Kira Knightly film dunno how the title is spelt but its some crappy film with some crappy storyline. I hated it.
I think it annoyed me a little that they choose that film. And I though people would know what kindda films im really not into.
So I wasted £^ when they had them cineworld card things so its was free and such so I though they could have gone and saw that another time and choose a film that they knew we would all like to watch.
So that kindda upset me (not in a crying in a pillow way) because well I don’t have a job so money at the moment is hard to come by. So I feel my £6 was wasted!
I mean the whole film just got on my tits, at the end the girl who told a lie wrote a book about it and make up a faults ending giving the people she ‘killed’ happy endings just so she could feel better I mean the people in her book where dead now so its not like they could read it and fell awww that’s how she really wanted it to end grrrrr!!!!!
Im also just feeling like meww some said they feel like im taking advantage of them which hurt me because well I didn’t. I started to feel like a real push over I mean I don’t say anything to people about it because well I don’t wanna upset the person so I keep it bottled up which I know sucks!
Yer so I was upset by that comment because I asked a favour nothing big, I would have done the same for any of my other friends so that kept me up a while of the night which I know sucks!

So well all in all Depression is me right now!!!

2 comments:

Josh Shepherd said...

You should have tried to get your money back and you shouldn't feel guilty, they should for forcing you to see something so shit. D:

Lukee said...

lol thanks. Its ok though ill get over it lol i was soo so depressed last night i went all grr argg mode on here lol

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