Great a midlife crisis at my age. Iv been feeling really lost and confused lately. And i feel like my life is slipping away like sand in a hand. (and now im rhyming). I feel like everything is moving too fast. One minute im just starting college the next im moving onto my 3rd year. I just don’t know were the time is going.
And i don’t even have a clue where im going to be in ten years time and its scares me. I just don’t know what i want out of life and it sucks. Really sucks.
I don’t even think im going to be able to get a summer job. Because of some one (naming no name) but she really put me down and now as much as i don’t want it to its bugging me.
I just don’t see why she has a bug up her butt. She just selfish and insecure. But yet again i bit my lip and let it slip because im too much of a sucker to say anything. When i do i feel bad i just cant win.
Life sure dose suck at the moment. Although my skirt for fashion is coming a long good. About the only good thing.
And i don’t even have a clue where im going to be in ten years time and its scares me. I just don’t know what i want out of life and it sucks. Really sucks.
I don’t even think im going to be able to get a summer job. Because of some one (naming no name) but she really put me down and now as much as i don’t want it to its bugging me.
I just don’t see why she has a bug up her butt. She just selfish and insecure. But yet again i bit my lip and let it slip because im too much of a sucker to say anything. When i do i feel bad i just cant win.
Life sure dose suck at the moment. Although my skirt for fashion is coming a long good. About the only good thing.
5 comments:
hey sounds like ur really having a hard time with life at the minute.
your at the age now where ur gonna be getting a little scared about the future it wouldnt be normal if u werent feeling the pressure. It may seem like things are going a little too fast and you dont know what u wanna do in the future but i think the best thing to do is think about the here and now. live for the moment as if u dont u may live to regret it. u may not feel like it right now but your doing really well n u should be proud of yourself. whoever the girl u are refering to is, you shouldnt take any notice, its your life and u are more than capable of making the right choices, n i am sure u will have no probs in getting a summer job i promise xxx
:D aww thanks Kirksty. Always good with words lol.
I hope life will get a bit better. Its mega boring and deppresing right now. But like you said i probs will make it through. xx
If you knew what you wanted to do with your life, it probably would be even more dull...I think having your life planned out for you step by step is more boring than..you know...going with the flow!
As long as you have friends, cake and money, everything is ok!
lol thankies jenny. But now i want cake hmmmxx
What about me I'm already on my 3rd year and going onto my 4th and I almost have zilch to show for it... HOLY CRAP! what am I going to do for a job!
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